When I was in my mother's womb, my parents went to the satsang of 7th Guru. My mother remarked that he looked at the womb. My sister was placed on the ground where the Guru sat and walked. You know as the Gurus say, you get protection for four generations.
She is a follower of Satya Sai Baba who manifested miracles, and is unable to cut a cake in his age. I pray that she too would like to go to a place where we do not see this world yet again. This world is a miserable place. Anyway, Sri Sri Ravi Shankar who remarks that we would like to return to the world. I do quite so agree.I would rather return to a place never to see this world again.
Well thankfully I had a few bad defects in my genitals. I also heard the story of one Marwari who raped his servant and was forced to keep it quiet by marrying her. I to felt an urge for a servant maid who was working. I too wanted to grab her. But hey remember I have a defect. In my childhood, I had an uncle of mine who administered medicines to me when I had loose motions. The doctors said " I was gone case." They say he has a good hand. I was saved. You know his son remarked to my father when he was dead, Why don't we dump him in the car. Of course- a person who worked hard and never believed in Gurus would have none of it ! He called an ambulance.
It is of my firm belief that this man who administered allopathy medicines and saved many people would have succeeded in his death too. The allopathy medicines dont work anymore, I have the belief. The Guru remarked on one occassion to my relative who was chewing Pan Parag and developed problem to use Ayurveda. He of course Went to Sri Satya Sai Baba and got his heart operation done. What he does now! Don't ask engages in politics. The black swans in Allopathy- may happen.
I heard the story of a Satsangi who was married to a Non-Satsangi and was forced to get up in the night to do his Dhyana because he could not do so in the morning because of his wife.
I sent love letters to my sister's friend and of course in my temptation when my sister was wearing a skirt and she was sleeping went and brushed my penis against her back. Until she woke up and asked "What are you doing". I said " Nothing".
My intentions were in my studies to get a post graduate degree, get into the stock market. It so happened that the study took longer than expected and of course! I regret missing the big bull market from 2000-2005. I used to stare at CNBC during the time I was supposed to study and my grades reflected that with the frequent changes in the syllabus. But Hey! Another sucker will take your place.I was never interested in Accounts Reconciliation and posting and I left many companies like Genpact, A Shipping Company and the Hotel Industry in Visakhapatnam. I of course cannot do that work.
I got enamored by another story of a relativeof mine who said " I saw a housewife at this clinic". And her breasts are big. I called up the clinic and spoke to another person and asked what her name was. Did not know why I did this? Coming to what happened to him- he got married to a girl who eloped with another man. My uncle died of smoking cigarettes, He always used to say- Radhasoami is there.He died horribly leaving a mental wife and son who are suffering. I cannot do anything about this- I feel helpless. Maybe we need to change our leaders.Well anyway, I called up this news anchor wrote her love letters at CNBC. While I was writing a letter- It so happened that I heard somebody whisper in my ear but with no avail. Until another person at the phone who said " I will report you to the police". Of course the Gurus are there. I was having a wild ride with playing Sri Sri Ravi Shankar with another girl in Prime Academy. I looked her in the eyes. She became infatuated. I ignored her later. Don't ask why? Of course, I did not clear the Final. Nothing went into my head.
I remarked that our history was of selective amnesia. Why dont we chronicle it. Well now I found out, that there is no need to.
There isa higher force- whatever you call it. That will give you the medicine it deserves in the end.
Coming to miracles.
Since the last two days, I have not been able to sleep properly. Why you know. I became mentally deranged- finding that the circumstances in my life. Go to TTD, say a prayer, drop money in the box whatever- for the ignorant I am inclined to give the benefit of doubt. Not for people in high places who spend time stashing the illgotten wealth in Switzerland and calling themselves entrepreneurs. The Ambanis atleast generated wealth, Dhirubhai paid off the politicians, In his vision he had to. Most of the shareholders have houses with the money. He atleast got things done. The others were more interested in themselves and quite delusional. Coming to my predicament- I wanted to go back to Sri Sri Ravi Shankar and do Kriya. Until I observed today that of the mesh that keeps away the mosquitoes away- DO the contracting in and out of course because of the wind. Of course one mosquito always sneaks in. Buffett would say- We know how to breathe.
As the Guru would say - I am frightened of the Radhasoami faith. But hey! I was typing earlier, and the computer got disconnected. he has full control. Why not give it a shot.
I was reading the Hindu for a long time in a dreamy state- My mother remarked to me that I forgot to have a bath and turn on the heater. I said to myself I will stop the heater in a few seconds. the bucket which had some water, poured out some- I think, then remembered something about the teaching of 6th Guru not to waste. kept the remaining water, turned off the heater, and within a few minutes, I had hot water. Let us not give that name of a miracle.
That is a protection of a bhakta.
Edited by hallmark - 09/Jan/2009 at 12:20pm
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